Wednesday, November 5 2009 1:10
In the Name of Allah, Most Gracious Most Merciful
I know this is a bad habit; only writing in my blog when I have problems. Well, who else can I turn to? (I mean, after spending some time with Him, praying to Him to give me strength, patience and courage to face all these problems, I’d feel like blogging, hoping to find that tiny light of hope~)
Yes, as you can guess, I just had a bad day. Yesterday was a bad day. Today, was a bad but still good day. Tomorrow I reckon will be another bad day. And I don’t see how it’s gonna get any better. I don’t even know if it will.
Ya Allah, please help me. Give me courage, give me patience, give me strength to face these bad days… I need you.
For many, this week is very relaxing. It’s Thanksgiving Break. Well, not yet, but close. Our break starts on Thursday until Sunday = 4 days. Starting a few weeks ago, my friends and I planned to go to Purdue University over break. As of last week, everything was nicely planned. There’s gonna be two cars; one car will take this route, another will take a different one. The people in that car has been arranged to meet everyone’s need. There was a lot of factors (other than personal preferences) that was factored in. But now, it’s all crapped. One after another, problems arise. Many things had to be changed. And now, I don’t even feel like going to Purdue anymore.
No.
Why should I go there? Wy would I go there?
I don’t wanna go.
If I can plan everything to accommodate everyone’s needs, of course I can rearrange everything to suit my needs. ( But I know I shouldn’t be selfish.)
Life. Is not easy.
Sometimes I feel like changing my life. I don’t want this anymore. It’s too much.
“Sabar midah, sabar. Allah has bigger plans for you,” That’s all I can say to myself.
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